....[ Unlucky Nite ]...

Wao.. wat an unlucky nite ( 11/11/08 ).

Suddenly two things happened in a nite. n tht two things

really hurt me. T.T

The first thing is about my fren. I name him Mr. K.

He is one of my nest fren, n i accidentally said his gf lc.

I know my mouth kinda busy body sometimes. But i tot u're playing

wif me. But then i gv u scold till dont know how.

I very sad u know?? my hands r shaking when u

scolded me.Eyes r full of tears. But i cant cry it out because my bro n sis

r beside me. But actually is my wrong de.

I cannot say ur gf like tht. Im sorry Mr. K. n im sorry too MRs. K.

Another thing is, my bf lied to me. He lied to me

tht he didnt smoke but who knows?? is Mr K told me. Thank you.

I already gv him chances to admit but then

i didnt admit.

Until he called me late in the nite, i asked him once again.

Tht time,he admit. i dont know my mind thinking

wat because it is blank. My tears came out. Cant stop them.

then i sms Mr K. He call me, i told him everything n comfort me.

At last i choosed to break up wif him.

i gv lied not only once. i feel so stupid. I trust him wif all my heart

but then,wat i get back?? Full of lies. but now i still thinking

wan to be back wif him or not. very very sad now.

Who can help me?? T.T