...[ Holidays ]...

Sorry everyone for so late didnt update my blog.

My stupid com cant use again. n unfortunately, my parents

r not in sdk, so no ppl take my com to repair.

I will update my blog when my com is good.

n i will be attent a GB international camp at

04-07/12/2008. This is a camp tht combine different country;s

GB together. The camp will be held at Sabah Tea.

Feel excited to go. juz left few days i will be

leaving SDK.

another camp is on 13-16/12/2008. This is a taining

camp. also a GB camp held at kk sport complex.This is not fun

at all. Those drill practice will be killing me. omg...

but i will face it wif all my heart.hehe...even tough i know i will be

getting darker. T.T

Everyone, enjoy ur holidays......^^

...[ Happy Birthday Mummy ]...

Today is 26/11/2008, it is my mummy's birthday.
Yesterday, i still wondering wat can i gv to my mom. But then, suddenly
think dao Sophia's mom. Her mom sells flowers.
So, i sms to Sophia n book 5 roses to me n deliver to my house today.

N last nite, i asked Felix ( Wendy's boy boy ) to gv me
7-heaven's num. Then, i booked my mom favourite, Blueberry Cheese Cake
to her. I dont know how is the cake now because the shop
haven call me yet.

This is my first time to use my own money to help
my mom celebrate her birthday. I remembered last year i din even gv
present to my mom. wat a bad girl rite?? Last time i will make
a little card to her. Im sorry mummy.

I hope tht u can hv a wonderful birthday. Tonite gonna hv dinner
at outside wif famile. Happy Birthday.
We love you. ^^

...[ Busy Holidays ]...

I tot i can hv a wonderful holidays after my PMR

but who knows, my holidays is sucks. My parents got a lot

of trips to go but not wif us. They went to

Singapore n going to Beijing between these days.

Guess wat? They went to the two places in the same month ler.

Ok. is my turn now. I got a lot of things to do also.

Im busy in Gb closing, Christmas Party, GB camps, Caroling,

Combine choir practice for christmas. it is all from my church.

This afternoon i juz finished practicing drama for the

christmas party for GB n BB members. kinda tired.

but then, they act till evry funny. cant stop laughing.

Tmr nite i still need to practice for the praise n worship

for the BB n GB closing ceremony. How m i gonna do all this things??

But then, i love doing these also. it is for my God.

I will do my best to finished my work perfectly.^^

Hope everything will be done sucessfully.

...[ Trip To Murok ]...

Phew...juz came back from Murok. I think most of
u dont know where Murok is. Murok is a
small village then not far from SDK. I think 2 or 3 hours can
reach there.

I went to Murok wif 10 GB girls including me. We went
there because of the 'Share A Toy Project'.
This project is to donate toys to the childish tht is quite poor.
We packed those toys into many packet to gv out to them.

We celebrate christmas with them n they performed
choir to us. When we gv out the presents, i
saw their face r full of smiley face. Those little kids
quickly open the present n they hugging the present till the end.

Its kinda tired for going to Murok, coming back to SDk
in the same day. But we did a good job, that is, bring them
happiness. God loves everyone of us even u're poor,
ugly n other. He still love us very much. :)

...[ Days Without Him ]...

I really miss him a lot but i force myself not to do so.

luckily some frens will care for me, they will sms n comfort

me or even in msn also will talk to me.Thanks a lot.

Already two days we not much contact.

Also can count as no contact. U sms keep wan me to forgive

you but sorry, i really cant. U broke my heart into pieces n cant

recover anymore.

U dont tell me u're regret or wat. Its too late to apologise.

I do still love you n miss u very much but wat can i do??

Haiz...Ppl will ask me y i wanna do so. They

tot is because u smoke i sin angry u. But not.

U LIED TO ME!!!

Days without u really very hard to pass. U dont know how i

feel now. Gv me some more times can or not??

sorry...really sorry. T.T

....[ Unlucky Nite ]...

Wao.. wat an unlucky nite ( 11/11/08 ).

Suddenly two things happened in a nite. n tht two things

really hurt me. T.T

The first thing is about my fren. I name him Mr. K.

He is one of my nest fren, n i accidentally said his gf lc.

I know my mouth kinda busy body sometimes. But i tot u're playing

wif me. But then i gv u scold till dont know how.

I very sad u know?? my hands r shaking when u

scolded me.Eyes r full of tears. But i cant cry it out because my bro n sis

r beside me. But actually is my wrong de.

I cannot say ur gf like tht. Im sorry Mr. K. n im sorry too MRs. K.

Another thing is, my bf lied to me. He lied to me

tht he didnt smoke but who knows?? is Mr K told me. Thank you.

I already gv him chances to admit but then

i didnt admit.

Until he called me late in the nite, i asked him once again.

Tht time,he admit. i dont know my mind thinking

wat because it is blank. My tears came out. Cant stop them.

then i sms Mr K. He call me, i told him everything n comfort me.

At last i choosed to break up wif him.

i gv lied not only once. i feel so stupid. I trust him wif all my heart

but then,wat i get back?? Full of lies. but now i still thinking

wan to be back wif him or not. very very sad now.

Who can help me?? T.T

...[ Annual Dinner 2008 ]...

Finally i can update my blog, my stupid

com break down. Sorry to all of u ya.
^^

Let me say about annual dinner. wat a wonderful
nite because i will attend it when my beloved.
hehe...he gave me roses ler. but it died
for several days already. wat a pity...

i sit wif my fren : Tracy, wendy, Felix,
Soey, Grace, Ka Ann, Min Ket, Kim n me.
Tht nite got a lot of programme. Tracy n grace
sing tht nite. They're good man. LOve them.

But got one weird thing is i been choosen
to become one of the calon of prince & princess tht nite.
i fell like wanna cry out because i dont wan to.
but how?? nvm. the important thing is
everyone is having fun tht nite. ^^

At last,i didnt win but i took a lot of
photos wif my frens. they're so adorable tht nite.
wao...cant forget how they look like.
These r the pic they took wif me.


me n kim

Tracy n me

Wendy n mii

Soey n me

Grace n me