...[[❤ ChubbyLiCious ❤ ]]...

...[ 放了我吧 ! ]...

2009-09-12T00:09:00.000-07:00

你可以不要那么爱关闲事吗??
我的生活不需你来干涉!!
讨厌你!!
可以让我过平平凡凡的生活吗??
我试着不要生气,
可是,
你越来越过分.
我单身又如何??
是你的工作吗??
真是令人讨厌!!

...[ 时间是一种解药 ]...

2009-09-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

很想对你说,有你是幸福的...

也很想对你说,失去你...我是最痛苦的...

你曾经给过我的回忆...

这辈子不会再有别人可以给的到我...

我好想永远跟你在一起...

但也许是我不配...

令你不怎么想我...

或许你心里已有另外一个她...

你让我感觉不安...

这种感觉,你永远都不懂...

也许时间是一种解药...

所以为了爱,我放弃了你...

就算要我放弃和你一起手牵手...

我也愿意,只要你能快乐...

或许爱上一个人时...

就算没有结局...

只要曾经拥有过,曾经爱过...

你就是我的回忆...

就算有一天你把我给忘了...

我只希望你的心里能留下我的声音...

我爱你...T.T

...[ TWEAKS forever ]...

2009-08-25T03:49:00.000-07:00

Time : 10am-5pm

Place : Sister hair salloon, Jesselton, Whimsy, Watson, De'Venice, Fish Shop, Pet Shop, Happy mark ( cloths )
People : Tracy, Wendy, Eliza, Ka Ann, Kimberley n Soey

These are some random photos in our TWEAKS Tuesday Fever!!

...[ No More Mrs Wong ]...

2009-08-23T21:45:00.000-07:00

24.08.2009

Monday

around 12

ENDS

...[ Life Goes On ]...

2009-08-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

Hi, everyone. Long time didn's update my blog har??? Sorry about tht.
especially Ms Sunshine. Today, let's talk about LIFE. Life is that God prepared for us.
Don't blame anyone that ur life is sucks. Think positively.

Sometime, I feel that this world is so unfair. But try to think that u're much better
than anyone else. How about friends in ur life??? Erm...it's hard to say.
If u feel that u're being hate, it's ok. Just do the thing that u think is correct. Don't
care wat they said. In the other hand, if u hate a person, try don't to think so much.
Try to forgive and forget.

Parents are the most important in ur daily life. Why do i said so?? Because they bought
a lot of branded stuffs?? NO!!! Because, they love u wif all their heart.
They will support u behind ur back. Sometimes, they will say whose whose daughter
and son how good. Please don't hate them, they just want you to better than them.

Life still goes on if anything happened. Even small things. Use ur love
to treat other people as God treated us.
LIFE IS SO COOL!!!!

...[ Please Guild My Way ]...

2009-07-05T06:18:00.000-07:00

Dear, Jesus. Please protect me and watch over me.
Bless that everything will be fine and all people will be happy again as
last time. Forgive us that we did wrong things. Please guild my way, walk before me.
In Jesus name I pray, Amen.

...[ Happy Birthday Joyce ]...

2009-07-04T07:47:00.000-07:00

4th of July, is one of my best fren's birthday. This year, she's celebrating her

sweet sixteen's birthday. She had a party also. I saw tht she's really happy
juz now. I really hope tht she had a wonderful birthday. And wat?? She prepared
one balloon for each person to write down their wishes on the balloon.
At the end of the party, we gonna let those balloons fly into the sky~~

I had took some photos when im in her party.

Birthday girl wif me~~

see,how naughty is she..

Funny~~

Writing my wishes...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOYCE!!!!
LOVE YA~~~

....[ Forgive Me? ]...

2009-06-28T02:37:00.001-07:00

Everyone did wrong things but juz see we can forgive each others and
forget about it only~~

...[ TWEAKS ]...

2009-06-23T05:54:00.000-07:00

Thanks~~ ^^ Love ya all...

TWEAKS

...[ What Happened?? ]...

2009-06-22T08:02:00.000-07:00

Haiz...i know myself got wrong too. But then,
u all said u all forgiven me, but, y still saying me in u all's blog??
why?? i know u all didnt mention my name, but i know its me. I said sorry already.
if u all forgiven me, y still wanna post a blog like tht?? im not blaming u all.
Juz saying out my feeling. I will think a lot de, know??
hope u all understand wat i mean lah. But if u all still wanna post it,
i hv nothing to say. I cant be so busybody.
Sorry...T.T

...[ Senior Camp ]...

2009-06-14T05:16:00.000-07:00

Its a wonderful camp. Although we all seem like been burned.

But its still fun!! n i incharge for the first adi thingy. After the halangan,
some BB injured themselves. Take care u all ya, i cant help u all put medicine
already.^^

First day

- Check in at around 7.30am
- 5th Sandakan BB also joined this camp( Welcome them )
- Go to national service at 8 or 9 something ( everyone was excited )
- First thing we do is practice drill at there ( its damn hot man )
- Then 12,we had our lunch ( its delicious )
- At 2pm, learn how to use the compass
- Back to Sung Siew Primary School at 5
- Dinner at 7-8pm
- Fellowship from Rev. James n Praise n Worship

Second Day

- Wake up at 6, hv breakfast then go to NS again
- We play flying fox n 'tali tinggi'
- Eat at 12pm
- Then afternoon practice drill for closing ceremony ( imagine how hot it is at 2pm )
- Back to SS primary scl at 5pm
- As usual, dinner n fellowship
- Night watch at 2-4 am wif Ka Ann, Wendy n Tracy...

Third Day

- As usual, og to NS
- Practice drill again
- Then briefting for Halangan ( Target n BB play first )
- After eat, its Grils turn ( It was so Fun )
- Following group, we played the explore race using compass
-Back to SS primary scl at 5 again

-BBQ at nite
- around 10 something, all GB n BB senior play football till 12 somehting
- Chit Chat till 1 something wif Sophia...
- Bath at the midnight ( water so cold )
- Night watch ( from 12-4am )
*Somehting bad happened ( dont wanna mention about it

I think i worte this blog, seems like nothing fun. sorry about tht.
i know some new frens n took some photos wif them at the last day after closing
ceremony. The ceremony was run smooth.We all stand under the sun for 2 hours i think.
Tht was a unforgetable moment because i'd never stand under the sun tht such hot.
so, tht's y i said we all seems like been burned. haha...

Me n Winnie

Me n Nathaniel

Me n Kenneth

4 of us. LOve ya.

Hope next time got such camp again!!

....[ Adidas ]....

2009-05-31T01:46:00.000-07:00

I just came back from practicing the guard of honour for the

senior camp closing ceremony. ok, everyone!!
Do you know the meaning of ADIDAS??

ADIDAS means :

A= All
D= Day
I = I
D= Dream
A= About
S= Sex

This is told by a girl name Vanessa Chin. Wat a funny name for ADIDAS.

...[ ?? ]...

2009-05-26T04:18:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!! Something happened last week. One of my fren in my class
tht i usually talk wif her was mad at me. This things happened after teacher had
announced the position of our class. Still remember tht i didnt go for exam for a week??
n i only take 3 subjects. so, in my class i get the 5th place. I know its really unfair
but really not i wan.

I asked teacher y wanna count my results but she said they need
to follow the rules. My fren is mad at me because i make her position drop down one
place. but she's still in the top 10 list. I dont know wat happened to her. she scolded me
behind my back n its makes me very upset. But all my classmate comfort me
tht its not my fault.

Until today, when it is economy class. Tht time im sleeping like a pig while teacher
is teaching. Suddenly Kwan Lok Man kick my chair n asked me a weird question.
The question is : "16 years old+ 17 years old=??" Then i was like, y is he asking
this kind of stupid question. While im thinking the answer, he tell me its equal to 34.
The main point comes, tht is, my fren got thing to tell me.

She said sorry to me. Aww... i feel happy. I didnt scold her or anything. I juz said
its ok. Im happy tht i didnt lose one of my fren. She is a good girl actually. hehe...
Ok!!come back to Kwan Lok Man's question. The answer equals to 34 rite??
He said:"two ppl add togetehr already 34 years old ler wah, still wan play this kind
of things meh(he means cold war)". So, he's cute rite?? haha...

Everything were settled n now we're all frens again. ^^

HAPPY!!!!

...[ Appendix ]...

2009-05-07T03:01:00.000-07:00

Hi, everyone!!! Im ok ler, dont worry about me.

I've stayed in the hospital for 3 days n 3 nites. know wat?? ITS SO FUN!!!
I love staying there. Those ppl at there is so nice, food nice too.

The first two days i cant eat n drink because i 'diao sui' (in chinese or hakka).
So, now im much thinner than last time. The exam in scl, i cant manage to take it.
if you, u will choose ur life or study??? mayb i will get the last but nvm lah. T.T
although im sad about it too.oh ya,i haven get my surgery yet
because of too many patient in the hospital. I'll take my operation in
SMC, KK when semester 1 scl holiday.If i dont do surgery,
the pain will come again n mayb will more serious n take my life away.
but now, dont worry.

here r some pic tht i took in the hospital.^^

After 'diao sui'

This hang on my bed

My blood!!!

T.T pain...

My name

Thanks to all the ppl tht care n visit when im down. especially my family,
Sophia ( she accompany me the whole afternoon on the second day ),
my frens who smsed me (although some of my best fren didnt do so, kinda sad
about it ). n more...love ya all.^^ Thanks you!!

2009-04-18T07:38:00.000-07:00

001. Real Name ::
Eliza Ng Khee Oii

002. Nickname(s)::
Zaza, Qi Ai, a lot leh

003 Age ::
17

004.Horoscope ::
Aquarius

005. Male or Female ::
Female

006. Elementary ::
??

007. Middle School ::
SJK (c) Chi Hwa

008. High School ::
SM Sung Siew

009. College School ::
Still thinking about it

010. Hair colour ::
Black

011. Long or Short ::
Half half

012. Loud or Quiet ::
Loud

014. Phone or Camera ::
Phone

015. Health Freak ::
Im healthy

016. Drink or Smoke ::
Not even one

017. Do you have a crush on someone ::
Sure

018. Eat or Drink ::
Eat

019. Piercings ::
Yaya

020. Tattoos ::
Forever wont do tht to myself

021. Social or Anti-Social ::
Social.

022. Righty or lefty ::
Righty

023. First piercing ::
2007

024. First relationship ::
13 Years old

025. First Best Friend ::
Sophia

026. First Award ::
6 years old..Drawing competition

027. First Kiss ::
16 eayrs old,03.12.2008

028. First Pet ::
Rabbit

029. First Big Vacation ::
Singapore(forget when it is)

030. First Love at first sight ::
erm..nope

031. First Big Birthday ::
Dont remember

032. First Surgery ::
Nono

033. First sport you joined ::
Badminton

THIS OR THAT

034. Orange or Apple juice ::
Apple Juice

035. Rock or Rap ::

Rap

036. Country or Screamo ::

Country

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys ::
Backstreet boys.

038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera ::
Britney Spears

039. Night or Day ::
Day

040. Sun or Moon ::
Moon~

041. TV or Internet ::
Both

042. Playstation or xbox ::
not even one

043. Kiss or hug ::
Both~~

044. Iguana or turtle ::
ewww...no way

045. Spider or bee ::
no insects plz...

046. Fall or spring ::
Spring

047. Limewire or iTunes ::
iTunes

048. Soccer or baseball ::
Both also don't

CURRENTLY

049. watching nba game ::

nope,i dont understand the rules of Basketball

050. Drinking ::
cold drinks

051. Excitement level ::
dont know

052. I'm about to ::
EAT!!!

053. Listening to ::
Songs tht i like(too many)

054. Plan for today ::
I wont

055. Waiting for ::
14/08

056. Energy Level ::
how do i know??

057. Thinking of someone ::
Thinking of him

FUTURE
058. Want kids? ::
Sure

059. Want to get married? ::
YES!!!

061. How many kids do you want ::
At least two

062. Any name on the mind ::
Too early for me now

063. What did you want to be when you were little ::
Nurse

064. Careers in mind ::
Blank

065. Mellow future or wild ::
Mellow future

066. Something you would never try ::
something tht r danger to my health n my life

067. When do you want to die ::
As long as God wants me to

WHICH IS THE BETTER IN THE BOY / GIRL YOU LIKE (IN THE FUTURE)
068. Lips or Eyes ::
Both

069. Romantic or Funny? ::

Both

070. Shorter or Taller? ::
Taller

071. Protective or Caring? ::
Both !

072. Romantic or Spontaneous? ::
Both

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms? ::
Nice arms..

074. Sensitive or Loud? ::
Loud

075. Hook-up or Relationship? ::
relationship

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? ::
Non of it

077. Muscular or normal ::
I prefer normal

HAVE YOU EVER
078. Kissed a stranger ::
No

079. Broken a bone ::
No

081. Ran away from home ::
No

082. Held a gun/knife for self defence ::
No

083. Killed somebody ::
no

084. Broken some one's heart ::
Yaya...especially my frens

085. Had your heart broken ::
Yup,but he comfort me back

086. Been arrested ::
nope

087. Cried when someone died ::
Yes,I did

088. Liked a friend more than a friend ::
Nah..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

089. Yourself ::
Half half

090. Miracles ::
Yes,God do make miracles

091. Love at first sight ::
No

092. Heaven ::
Yes,Bible did said heaven is a nice place

093. Santa Claus ::
Nope

094. Tooth Fairy ::
nope because my tooth fairy is my parents when i was a kid

095. Kiss in the first date ::
No

096. Angels ::
I belive

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? ::
HIM!!!!

098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? ::
Happy everyday

099. Do you believe in God? ::
SURE,YES,ABSOLUTELY!!!!!!

Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people ::
Alvin,Tracy,Kim,Wendy,Soey,Jason,Ka Ann,Nam,Kah Thin,Bird

...[ Time Wif my Dear Kimmy ]...

2009-04-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

Manda had her birthday party on 17/04/09, Friday nite.

We at there hv dinner while watching twilight ( i know its kinda out dated),
i ate my dinner almost for hours. if u dont believe, u can ask kimmy.
Me n Joyce like almost crazy for the movie. Although i watched it before. but its
so DAMN NICE!!!

After finished the movie, me n Kimmy feel boring.
We went up to Manda's room. We use those whiteboard colour markers
to draw something in her mirrors in her rooms ( also can say is vendalisme).
Her toilet mirror is drawn by Eliza. haha...

Here r the pics i took wif Kimmy.

THE END!!

...[ How Is JIa Jai Now?? ]...

2009-03-27T01:59:00.000-07:00

Everyone, jia jia is ok already. n she came home this afternoon around half

past 3. She can walk her own. Juz now she bath n now resting. Thanks for everyone's
caring. She still need to go back to the hospital to hv check up but dont know when lah.

Still rememeber i told u all tht non of a teacher saw jia jia fall down??
After tht, the principle call up all the teachers to hv meeting because of this case.
This makes me feel better. Teachers need to take care of every students. rite??
Thanks to the principle n some teachers tht inform us n cure my sis.

The first nite i visit jia jia is wif my dad, liang n me. Tht time she dont hv any energy
bacause she cant eat n drink. She hardly can open her eyes. I look at her but cant do
anything. When we need to go home tht time, i hv a last look at her n she's
looking me as well. Tht time, my heart was so pain. I can know tht she
wants to come back wif us n dont wanna stay at tht place. Tht time, me n liang
cant stand n started to cry.

Here r some pic tht i took when she's in the hospital.

Her name.

Before go for check bone

After surgery

P.S.:: Please pray for Jia Jia. without u all's support, i think im still crying.
Thanks!!

...[ Injured ]...

2009-03-25T04:35:00.000-07:00

This noon after scl, i went up to the church to take my lunch as usual.
but today kinda special, is not my mom who sent me lunch but is my dad.
Then when daddy gv me the lunch, he told me tht my sis were injured. I was like stunned.
My sis broke her arm bones (kinda same like Adeline's).

I pretend to me normal after i back to scl. When the way back to my scl,
im thinking about my sis case n almost fall down from the little hill. I keep ask,
y could this happened??

After the dance practice, is my uncle fetch me back home.
In car, he told me about my sis things. He said tht she fall down in the scl without
anyone knows. I feel curious for this. how can no ppl saw it??? After i reached home,
i rush to my room n cry. in toilet continue to cry n seeing my mom sent
my mms tht is my sis pic.

She gonna hv surgery but dont know when. Hope she get
well soon. I love you jia jia.
Jie jie say sorry to u. T.T my heart veyr pain.

...[ Junior Camp ]...

2009-03-18T06:58:00.000-07:00

Five of us (wat a crazy nite)

My name tag

Wendy--->Eliza--->Sophia

GB girls in uniform

Three of us!!

Philip,u forget the little cutie

Amos (how adorable is him) n mii

Him again

Me n my dear bro(Kah Thin)

Jason n mii

Me n Chow Tshun Nam
(my good helper)

These r some of the photos tht i took in this fun camp. We're gonna continue our fun time at June---Senior Camp. Thank you everyone tht helped me in this camp.Thanks a lot!!

...[ I Passed My Law Test ]...

2009-03-06T20:29:00.000-08:00

Yeah!!!! finally i pass my law test ler. Really very scary ler. I told my mom tht if i fail again, i rather dont get my driving licence. But she said i will regret if i dont take my driving licence.

The com tht im using is much easlier than last time tht one. REally lucky lah if like tht. ^^

...[ I Failed My Law Test ]...

2009-02-28T01:49:00.000-08:00

Today kinda unlucky for me ler. The first thing is i failed my law test.

This morning i went to hv my test wif sophia. Soey's dad fetch me aroung 7.15

in the morning. Feel very tired ler. I dont know wat happened to me ler.

When i reached there, my heartbeat getting faster n faster. The aircon

is so cold n makes me more nervous. Its kinda scary elh u know??

When im sitting in front the computer, my brain was like blank oh. Useless me.

Aiya...at last also fail lah.

The first thing i finished my test is sms to my dad. n my dad comfort me to

try harder next time. i feel good tht time. Thanks daddy. Muaxx... After i back home,

i tell my mom tht i failed. I tot she will say: nvm girl, test one more time.

But not. I get back a sour face n useless word from her.

After tht, i ran up to my room n cried for almost half an hour. T.T

I really feel tht im uselss leh. Wat happened to me??? I need my mom's support

very much. haiz....i gonna test it on next Saturday again n pay

RM30. haiz...every thing money money money. I try not to fail anymore.

I can do it, mommy. Im not useless!!!

JIA YOU, ELIZA!!!!

...[ Happy Valentine's Day ]...

2009-02-14T01:31:00.000-08:00

Today is a common day for me n him. This is our seocnd time tht we

celebrate together. This year i din buy anyting for him. mayb will late a bit gv him lah.

but wat, i made breakfast for him. This is my first time to cook so many things

although it is juz a simple meal for u all.

My breakfast contains of fried mee form the maggie, egg, hotdog, bacon n prawns.

i woke up kinda early in the morning to prepare so tht everthing can be done

in time. At last i made it.

Before valentine's day, me n kim keep thinking wat to gv those our beloved

something special. Then we choosed to cook. Kim cook spegetti to her boy.

This morning 4 of us having our breakfast in the canteen, sitting in a table. tht is so

fun. This r the pics tht i made for him, but kinda ugly, plz dont mind. ^^

one for me n one for him

ugly rite??
P.S: Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!!

2009-02-09T05:31:00.001-08:00

School reopen agian, so i hardly can update my blog. Wait this weekend lah. Bye ^^

...[ Friends ]...

2009-02-08T06:30:00.000-08:00

I juz heard tht my fren Wendy's news today. Tht silly girl.

Wendy, u must hear wat i said earlier, accept him on 01/02 bah.

But now still good bah. See u two together again. hehe... hope this time dont

like last time ya wah. if not,i knock ur head. understand??

WELCOME!!

At the other side, one of my bestie tht i mention in my previous blog.

Her bf, my fren too, kinda pity. He know my fren wont gv him any chances anymore

but he still everyday post blogs to say he missed her. I feel kinda pity ler.

As he is my fren too. But i cant help who leh this time. one is my bestie, n

another one is my fren. Better dont be so busybody. Hope tht they can be back

frens as last time loh.

Hope everyone is happy ler. ^^

...[ Happy Chinese New Year ]...

2009-01-28T05:02:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!

I celebrate my chinese new year at my hometown tht is Tawau.

I juz came back from there today. n i already been there for 5 days. Its

kinda fun.

First two days we got church. n many ppl tht i dont remember

as i didnt stay at there for almost 13 years. those aunties will say something tht

is the same,tht is : Wah...so big liao de lah?? i cant recognise u woh. n pretty liao

woh. Then i was like, faint!! i juz put my smile on my face

n do wat i must do,tht is, call uncle n aunty tht's all.

I follow my cousins went to take ang pao after church from those

church members although i dont even know them. But those anuties will ask who

m i then my cousin will say she is who who who's daughter,

then aunties will : oh....bla bla bla...is same like juz now i said.

I din go back Tawau for almost 4 years, everything changed there.

n wat, i know some frens from there. also church member as well. all is my dad's

fren's son n daughter. They r very frenly n take care of me as well as

im new there. n also fetch me to ppl's house. Thank you!!

The most funny thing is, on 28 of Jan 2009 morning, Tawau airport had a very serious

flood. but there is no raining or wat. but those water is from Ng's family's tears.

know wat?? my cousins from Aus r leaving. We keep hug n say good bye.

I hate this kind of things. Whenever they come back, i'll worry

about the airport thingy. But i do hv a lot of fun wif them.

Happy Chinese New Year, cousins!!